A Warrior’s Happiness

Happiness is simple, only the way to get it which is not.
To be happy, she needs to realize. Completely realize that there are some parts in her life that would be out of her control. Realize that sometimes things would happen like the way she never thought before and probably contradict her dream, which she build and try to reach for her life. To be happy, she needs to realize, what she has to do is only to believe, believe to her God. Realize that nothing can change the past. Nothing can turn back the time.

When she realize, she will start to accept what is going on her life. Forgive what she thinks has destroyed all of her dreams and life. Moreover, forgive herself, the hardest thing she can ever do. Commonly we succeed to forgive others but not ourselves, which makes we can’t fully accept what is going on in our life. It is not easy, but it doesn’t mean impossible.

learn to smile against them who broke herself into pieces. Understand that giving hatred and revenge would only bring a minute satisfaction. Knowing that them who talk bad things about her, who are mean to her, are not more than people who are envy and feel threatened by her. She never regrets her decision, she only regrets for letting herself believe to their words, what they want her to feel and believe on herself.

It is only the scars they left on her were too deep for her to cover it by herself. She is scared, scared to get back in a position where she can only accept and silent, none of her words were meant to be heard but forced to spit out. It was the time when she can only see herself being stepped, beaten, cornered, without anybody else could help, not even herself.

God brings pieces of her, take a good care, and heal her. He even makes a better version of her, a stronger and faithful one. He adds more courage and love, He decorates her with bunch of forgiveness and patience so she can be friend to everyone, even to persons who was mean to her. He shows her what she has been saved from. She is grateful.

She faces all truths in front of her eyes. Stop herself for being desperate and tear herself apart in regrets. Stop herself for being afraid. She learns to love herself. Being kind without choosing. Give thanks in everything she has. See the beauty in every pain.

She would never be the same.
She is more than a survivor.
She is a warrior who learns how to be happy.

PS: the picture is a private collection of the writer


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